Kucar - Hanyar !

From now on , I will regret about the things I didn't do .. yet , rather than regretting things that I had done .. misalnya ... tapi apa 'pung ' , it better be good ma !

I want to be busy about the journey rather than thinking about the destination , sit back and relax , enjoying little pleasures  as it comes .., as I believe .. the best is yet to come .

and ADAPT as Happiness can be felt on the journey rather to wait until I arrived the the destination.

The truth has started to sink in , it is confirm that I am going home , the signal has been felt .It came many times, while i was driving somewhere in Taiping one day, a few weeks back , it came in heavier, I pleaded to HIM , please give me more time as I wanted to settle a few issues , just don't want to go away in this  outfit. Later , it came again while I was in the haste rushing from point A to B.

I am on my way home., not too long from now .Confirmed . Period ..

But , before the entourage arrives , I had to prepare the things that I have not done or rather complete my assignment . Many promises unfulfilled . All those compulsory things that I am supposed to do which at times were not accomplished will have to be sorted out , and pronto .I was not being a obedient human . Done many things which violates the rules of being a human man .

My trail balance are in the red ., The ledger is in the  negative spot , And to make matter worst , I seldom talk to my lord . I wonder whether he will granted an audience for me to see him . ..I have been writing cheques that I could't cash .

But before the entourage arrives , while I am still here ... I will do whatever I can to get by .....

All this while , I have been EVERYTHING & NOTHING all in one ..

I was living like a cloud accross the sun...living in difficult circumstances , in every which way but loose .

I followed everything by the books , I tried to be somewhere just between the lines , I failed .

I guess , I was fated to be what I am .At least I tried  to make to the higher ground  against all odd .

After all , I have got nothing to loose ... !